I had friend since when I was in pre-k who whenever I had a problem I knew I had someone to always bee there for me she never let me down and I thought we had the perfect friendship. We use to always go to church on sundays and I even sang on the choir for a while. But when I turned 14 I was finally able to make my own desicions on who I wanted to be I decided that my beliefs changed and I eventually stopped going to church and missing choir practice. She confronted me about it and said that our pastor was curious to know why I havent been goin to church when I told her that I was an atheist she shook her head and went home. She stopped calling me and making excuses to not wanna go out with me. We ventually stopped talking and she told the whole school. I havent seen her and act like I really dont care but I still miss her. I felt like I did something wrong. Was it really my fault our relationship went downhill?

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